I think, I thought, I went out and done, Just when I feel like the battle was won....I fall, I fell, I feel like i am in an emotional hell. Locked up in my own personal Jail. I have imprisoned myself trapped too a cell, I want too get out I want too excel!
My motivation is here, I jump and rejoice, I shout I am free Satan here my voice! I hate U..UR words are untrue! Leave me alone! God is my strength I want too move on!!! Why do I turn back, In consistency I lack! This life Is too short too stay In this fort!
Help! hear my cry..I don't wanna say Good bye..The thought of a gun stuck too my head seems soo soothing too kill this emotion dead! I want it too end I want it too stop..I feel like my stomach has hit the floor...DROP!!!!!!
In time I find ur peace, it sooths my soul, I love u my Lord, Please come and make me whole!The enemy constantly attacks me my heart can't stay at rest. I want too shoot forward give life my best! My words can't express the feeling in my being the desperate, irrated, extreme!!
If u read this and understand Reach out ur hand too a sister in need,stop this bleed!
Debra Sloan aka Godschild
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