You can see threw to the depths of my soul, nothing to hide so I am told. Exposing all the hartache thats rising under my skin....Listening to the voice calling within....
Were are you,how do I find you,are you still there???I'm running in circles how does this cycle end?.......Listen to the voice calling within...
I'm running, running to you please don't leave ,I'm desperate for you! My heart is pounding out of control, my world is spinning wondering were I should go>>
Were are you,how do I find you, are you still there??I'm running in circles, How does this cycle end???......Listening to the voice calling with in....
I'm looking all around at people I know , they all have opinons on were I should go!Theres voices echoing threw my head..One speaks life the other speaks death!!My road is coming to a cross the decision is mine all I want is to find you and give you my life!!!
Were are you,how do I find you, are you still there??I'm running in circles how does this cycle end??????.....Listening for the voice calling within....
I'm give out ,I'm not running anymore my breath has left me, I'm not in control !!!Tears streaming down my face,were is my place!Nomatter what the case I will not give up on seeing your face!
Were are you, how do I find you, are you still there? I'm walking in circles when does this cycle end!?? Still listening to the voice calling within!!!
I'm on my knees now crawling to you..I can feel your presence I'm broken for you!My mirrior is shattered falling on the floor, as bad as it sounds I've never felt so safe before!!!Your arms are wide open waiting for me,I lay my life before you as you say to me...........
My child I love you,I never left you.You were trying to hard to find me I was always with you. Come to your daddy I want to hold you, put you back together and make you a whole YOU!!!
By Debra Sloan....07/18/06
Monday, December 1, 2008
Fire
Fire is coming please don't stop
Impurities rising to the top.
Clean me, clean me make me pure and holy.
Take me, take me mold me how you want me.
Change my life, I wanna be a living sacrifice. The flesh has got to go, it's holding me back making me slow.
Take my mind, my desires, I don't care how many fires, it takes till i break..I wanna be yours and never seperate. I give my life to you theres nothing left I can do. Surrendering all I've had, all I've known to be made brandnew!!!My sweet Jesus I wanna be like You...
SLOW DOWN MY CHILD YOUR GOING TO FAST, RELAX, CHILL YOU DON'T WANT A RELAPSE..YOU HAVE TO REMEBER WERE YOU COME FROM TO KNOW WERE YOUR GOING.DON'T FORGET YOUR MY LITTLE FLOWER AND YOUR STILL GROWING:)
God showed me something threw this writting..He showed me a vision of a flower.And what he was saying was when you first come to Him you start out as a flower and your roots are not rooted to well and you can only handle a certain amount of heat from the sun(fire) Or esle you will wither up..And not only that but every flower can handle a diffrent amount of sun light...Any ways the more we grow in him the stronger our roots grow the more we can withstand the fire.
Impurities rising to the top.
Clean me, clean me make me pure and holy.
Take me, take me mold me how you want me.
Change my life, I wanna be a living sacrifice. The flesh has got to go, it's holding me back making me slow.
Take my mind, my desires, I don't care how many fires, it takes till i break..I wanna be yours and never seperate. I give my life to you theres nothing left I can do. Surrendering all I've had, all I've known to be made brandnew!!!My sweet Jesus I wanna be like You...
SLOW DOWN MY CHILD YOUR GOING TO FAST, RELAX, CHILL YOU DON'T WANT A RELAPSE..YOU HAVE TO REMEBER WERE YOU COME FROM TO KNOW WERE YOUR GOING.DON'T FORGET YOUR MY LITTLE FLOWER AND YOUR STILL GROWING:)
God showed me something threw this writting..He showed me a vision of a flower.And what he was saying was when you first come to Him you start out as a flower and your roots are not rooted to well and you can only handle a certain amount of heat from the sun(fire) Or esle you will wither up..And not only that but every flower can handle a diffrent amount of sun light...Any ways the more we grow in him the stronger our roots grow the more we can withstand the fire.
I am
I am a bird flying high in the sky Free. Yet under instruction of the Wind. Switching my path to match its direction. As its soaring threw my wings wisping around me making my heart flutter. The breeze is cool, yet, the sun is beaming on my back causing me to have a perfect sensation of comfort. Darting to my destination unaware of were I am going but full of confident that I am safe. I know I have a purpose. I know that were I am going there is a goal that I will reach a limit that I will push threw! I will fly; I am a bird flying in the sky Free. Yet under instruction of the Wind.
Break down of the poem.
Bird=me
Wind=God
I am but a speak of existence on this earth but it feels good to be who I am because God is directing my path I am free in His presence like the air or wind in the sky He is all around me even when you can't feel His presence He is still there. I have a purpose and I am not sure were he will take me, but I will go with determination to fulfill and conquer my destiny!
By: Debra sloan
I am a bird flying high in the sky Free. Yet under instruction of the Wind. Switching my path to match its direction. As its soaring threw my wings wisping around me making my heart flutter. The breeze is cool, yet, the sun is beaming on my back causing me to have a perfect sensation of comfort. Darting to my destination unaware of were I am going but full of confident that I am safe. I know I have a purpose. I know that were I am going there is a goal that I will reach a limit that I will push threw! I will fly; I am a bird flying in the sky Free. Yet under instruction of the Wind.
Break down of the poem.
Bird=me
Wind=God
I am but a speak of existence on this earth but it feels good to be who I am because God is directing my path I am free in His presence like the air or wind in the sky He is all around me even when you can't feel His presence He is still there. I have a purpose and I am not sure were he will take me, but I will go with determination to fulfill and conquer my destiny!
By: Debra sloan
I need you.
Oh My dear God....I need you soo much...I need your loving touch....I want to feel you by my side...I want you to catch me when I slide....I need to feel you night and day, soo I never go astray..My heart aches to be in your presence...touch meClinging to your every word...I want to know more of you I want to be closer..I can never get enough of you God...Help me to be filled with you always...I need you to sooth my pain, Lord I can never get this kind of healing from any where else..You are my lover my fighter...My Provider....Oh, How faithful you are Lord...I thank you Lord for loveing me...I bless you Lord for creating me...For allowing me to suffer for you...For allowing me to see it threw...to Go out and show people how awesome your love is and just how far you will go to save them...You are truly awesome....Loving you always your Child............Godschild...aka Debra
when does it end?
I think, I thought, I went out and done, Just when I feel like the battle was won....I fall, I fell, I feel like i am in an emotional hell. Locked up in my own personal Jail. I have imprisoned myself trapped too a cell, I want too get out I want too excel!
My motivation is here, I jump and rejoice, I shout I am free Satan here my voice! I hate U..UR words are untrue! Leave me alone! God is my strength I want too move on!!! Why do I turn back, In consistency I lack! This life Is too short too stay In this fort!
Help! hear my cry..I don't wanna say Good bye..The thought of a gun stuck too my head seems soo soothing too kill this emotion dead! I want it too end I want it too stop..I feel like my stomach has hit the floor...DROP!!!!!!
In time I find ur peace, it sooths my soul, I love u my Lord, Please come and make me whole!The enemy constantly attacks me my heart can't stay at rest. I want too shoot forward give life my best! My words can't express the feeling in my being the desperate, irrated, extreme!!
If u read this and understand Reach out ur hand too a sister in need,stop this bleed!
Debra Sloan aka Godschild
My motivation is here, I jump and rejoice, I shout I am free Satan here my voice! I hate U..UR words are untrue! Leave me alone! God is my strength I want too move on!!! Why do I turn back, In consistency I lack! This life Is too short too stay In this fort!
Help! hear my cry..I don't wanna say Good bye..The thought of a gun stuck too my head seems soo soothing too kill this emotion dead! I want it too end I want it too stop..I feel like my stomach has hit the floor...DROP!!!!!!
In time I find ur peace, it sooths my soul, I love u my Lord, Please come and make me whole!The enemy constantly attacks me my heart can't stay at rest. I want too shoot forward give life my best! My words can't express the feeling in my being the desperate, irrated, extreme!!
If u read this and understand Reach out ur hand too a sister in need,stop this bleed!
Debra Sloan aka Godschild
Whats on the inside
Looking in my soul...as I look in my soul I see a women who has grown alot in a short period of time. I see a emotion that has tried really hard to mature into a real love.Hurt is there and nomatter what it can not be covered anymore. I have exposed the existance of pain inside the deepest core of my being.
As I look even deeper I see a child waving and smiling at me, a child that everyone seen but me.A child who was trapped in a web of denile.But as I grew in Christ that child was set free..The more I grew in my Lord the more I realised my actions were a product of this hurt child inside me dying to be seen..not by everyone else but by me. You see the more I was hurt the more I locked this inner child away never to be seen again torchering her to cover up the pain, almost to her death. (you see she had to go because she was weak..she was a part of me that could be hurt and I was tierd of being hurt)
My realtionship with Jesus Christ saved her.I remember all the times I could feel his presence wash over me starting at my head and making its warm way threw my body.I new he was there..I didn't need evidence I didn't need proof of his existance all I needed was him..I could feel the love of my father as I cried many of nights on the floor or in the bed hoping someone would hear me, just anyone rescue me, save me, show me someone cares....
Thank You Jesus I love you..for allowing the little girl in me..the one always seeking approval, always crying out for a hug or a word of affirmation...Thank you for setting her free and allowing me to recognise it is okay to feel things.Its okay to want someone to love me, it is even okay for someone to not want to be around me!
Yes, how free it feels to know this!!I need no mans approval only the Love of my father and with that I can be more than a conqourer!!
So as I look I see a women who has set the inner child free..I am free to love everyone!Even those who persucute me..Thank you once again Jesus!!You are Good!!
As I look even deeper I see a child waving and smiling at me, a child that everyone seen but me.A child who was trapped in a web of denile.But as I grew in Christ that child was set free..The more I grew in my Lord the more I realised my actions were a product of this hurt child inside me dying to be seen..not by everyone else but by me. You see the more I was hurt the more I locked this inner child away never to be seen again torchering her to cover up the pain, almost to her death. (you see she had to go because she was weak..she was a part of me that could be hurt and I was tierd of being hurt)
My realtionship with Jesus Christ saved her.I remember all the times I could feel his presence wash over me starting at my head and making its warm way threw my body.I new he was there..I didn't need evidence I didn't need proof of his existance all I needed was him..I could feel the love of my father as I cried many of nights on the floor or in the bed hoping someone would hear me, just anyone rescue me, save me, show me someone cares....
Thank You Jesus I love you..for allowing the little girl in me..the one always seeking approval, always crying out for a hug or a word of affirmation...Thank you for setting her free and allowing me to recognise it is okay to feel things.Its okay to want someone to love me, it is even okay for someone to not want to be around me!
Yes, how free it feels to know this!!I need no mans approval only the Love of my father and with that I can be more than a conqourer!!
So as I look I see a women who has set the inner child free..I am free to love everyone!Even those who persucute me..Thank you once again Jesus!!You are Good!!
In my eye's
Mountains,storms,hills,road blocks........All these things are fighting too keep me from moving forward.....But in my eyes I see u Lord...I see ur strong arms there too lift me over the mountain,walk me threw the storm,carry me over the hill and move the road block away..I love u and worship u Father!
Voices, expectations,Choices,and opinions......All these things are fighting too keep me from hearing ur voice....But in my eyes I see clarity of mind threw u...U wash the voices away,give me strength too walk another day, Wisdom comes like a work of art, and I learn too not take poeples words too heart.I love u and worship u my love....
I am fighting Lord, I am fighting....Keep me safe from the enemy who is running after me...presistant he is....
In my eyes i see ur sword shinning and long sparkaling with blood dripping...I see ur breast plate, ur blood covered cloak...I see ur name on ur thigh...."JESUS KING OF ALL KINGS" I see the glare in ur EYE...MY knight in shinning armor, my king my hero....MY WARRIOR! U have come for me...
In my eye I see u slaying the enemy....He cowards in fear...U are the true KING...MY savoir is here^^
Voices, expectations,Choices,and opinions......All these things are fighting too keep me from hearing ur voice....But in my eyes I see clarity of mind threw u...U wash the voices away,give me strength too walk another day, Wisdom comes like a work of art, and I learn too not take poeples words too heart.I love u and worship u my love....
I am fighting Lord, I am fighting....Keep me safe from the enemy who is running after me...presistant he is....
In my eyes i see ur sword shinning and long sparkaling with blood dripping...I see ur breast plate, ur blood covered cloak...I see ur name on ur thigh...."JESUS KING OF ALL KINGS" I see the glare in ur EYE...MY knight in shinning armor, my king my hero....MY WARRIOR! U have come for me...
In my eye I see u slaying the enemy....He cowards in fear...U are the true KING...MY savoir is here^^
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